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I have this thing where I get older but just never wiser
Midnights become my afternoons
When my depression works the graveyard shift
All of the people I've ghosted stand there in the room

I should not be left to my own devices
They come with prices and vices
I end up in crisis (tale as old as time)
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day I'll watch as you're leaving
'Cause you got tired of my scheming
(For the last time)

It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
At tea time, everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero

Sometimes I feel like everybody is a sexy baby
And I'm a monster on the hill
Too big to hang out, slowly lurching toward your favorite city
Pierced through the heart, but never killed-

Did you hear my covert narcissism I disguise as altruism
Like some kind of congressman? (Tale as old as time)
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day I'll watch as you're leaving
And life will lose all its meaning
(For the last time)-

It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
At tea time, everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero

I have this dream my daughter in-law kills me for the money
She thinks I left them in the will
The family gathers 'round and reads it and then someone screams out
"She's laughing up at us from hell"------

It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
It's me, hi, everybody agrees, everybody agrees

It's me, hi (hi), I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
At tea (tea) time (time), everybody agrees (everybody agrees)
I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sElE_BfQ67s

If I could face them
If I could make amends with all my shadows
I'd bow my head and welcome them

But I feel it burning
Like when the winter wind stops my breathing
Are you really gonna love me when I'm gone?
I fear you won't
I fear you don't

And it echoes when I breathe
'Til all you'll see is my ghost
Empty vessel, crooked teeth
Wish you could see
And they call me under

And I'm shaking like a leaf
And they call me under
And I wither underneath in this storm

I am a stranger
I am an alien inside a structure
Are you really gonna love me when I'm gone?
With all my thoughts
And all my faults

I feel it biting
I feel it break my skin, so uninviting
Are you really gonna need me when I'm gone?
I fear you won't
I fear you don't

And it echoes when I breathe
'Til all you'll see is my ghost
Empty vessel, crooked teeth
Wish you could see
And they call me under-

And I'm shaking like a leaf
And they call me under
And I wither underneath in this storm
I feel it
And they call me under
And I'm shaking like a leaf
And they call me underneath to this storm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tlCkafSYNJI

There will come a soldier who carries a mighty sword
He will tear your city down, Oh-lei, oh-lai, oh, Lord
Oh-lei, oh-lai, oh-lei, oh, Lord, he will tear your city down, Oh-lei, oh-lai, oh, Lord

There will come a poet whose weapon is His word
He will slay you with His tongue, oh-lei, oh-lai, oh, Lord
Oh-lei, oh-lai, oh-lei, oh, Lord, he will slay you with His tongue, oh-lei, oh-lai, oh, Lord

There will come a ruler whose brow is laid in thorn
Smeared with oil like David's boy, oh-lei, oh-lai, oh, Lord
Oh-lei, oh-lai, oh-lei, oh, Lord, smeared with oil like David's boy, Oh-lei, oh-lai, oh, Lord
Oh-lei, oh-lai, oh-lei, oh, Lord, he will tear your city down, oh-lei, oh-lai, oh-oh

Oh-lei, oh-lai, oh-lei, oh-lai, oh
Oh-lei, oh-lai, oh-lei, oh-lai, oh
Oh-lei, oh-lai, oh-lei, oh-lai, oh-lei, oh-lai, oh-lei, oh-lai, oh

Spirit of my silence, I can hear you
But I'm afraid to be near you
And I don't know where to begin
And I don't know where to begin

Somewhere in the desert, there's a forest
And an acre before us
But I don't know where to begin
But I don't know where to begin again
I lost my strength completely
Oh, be near me, tired old mare
With the wind in your hair

Amethyst and flowers on the table (on the table)
Is it real or a fable? (Is it real or a fable?)
Well, I suppose, a friend is a friend
And we all know how this will end-

Chimney swift that finds me, be my keeper (be my keeper)
Silhouette of a cedar (silhouette of a cedar)
What is that song you sing for the dead?
What is that song you sing for the dead?-.-.

I see the signal searchlight strike me
In the window of my room
Well, I've got nothing to prove
Well, I've got nothing to prove

I forgive you, mother, I can hear you (I can hear you)
And I long to be near you (and I long to be near you)
But every road leads to an end
Yes, every road leads to an end

Your apparition passes through me in the willows
Five red hens
You'll never see us again
You'll never see us again

… I broke my back 'cause
I thought you would too
I'd run in circles
I thought you would too

… Maybe in another life
Everything worked out alright
And things that made this harder passed us by
But there's no bad dream to wake up from
Know I got it bad when it's the morning
And you're all that's on my mind

… If I don't have you
At least I'll still have me
And if I don't have you
At least I'll still have me

… I never thought twice
'Cause you were my number one
I put you first 'cause
You were my only thought

… No more riding on the train
No more smoking in the ally
Now my secrets only stay with me
Everybody knows I'm upset
They don't even have to ask it
They know I believed in us last week

… And if I don't have you
At least I'll still have me
And if I don't have you
At least I'll still have me

… And there's no reason to speak badly
We just reached our end
I will see you in parts of me
In who I was back then

… If I don't have you
At least I'll still have me
And if I don't have you
At least I'll still have me, me, me

Don't place your bets on me
I'm tired and I'm only
With nothing to offer you
Nothing to offer you

The pavement stares gray and cold
Our lives are a story told
Coming to an ending
It's coming to an ending

How could I turn around?
Face the sound of the bell that shines?
Ring it out, trim it out
To drag me back down

But I'm not coming home

Been out here for so long
The road just stretches on
Till I stop pretending
Till I stop pretending

But the world is an empty frame
And now you are just a name
I'll keep it that way
It's staying that way

How could I turn around?
Face the sound of the bell that shines?
Ring it out, trim it out
To drag me back down--

But I'm not coming home

I tried hard to be brave
I tried hard not to be afraid
But trying wasn't enough

I tried hard to be brave
I tried hard not to be afraid
But trying wasn't enough

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Can you hear the bell?
Can you hear the bell?
The bell, the bell

Can you hear the bell?
Can you hear the bell?
The bell, the bell-

From the rust that lies deep in it's throat
I hear solemn tones
The danger, the absent floors
In the silence of night he lets me know

That I'm not coming home

I've been dying to say this to you
And I don't know what else to do
I've see your fucking attitude
I've been doing someone that you know
It's not a secret to me anymore
'Cause I've seen you glowing around my fame

With empty words our world collide
It was my ego telling me why
I never thought I'd say this to you
I lied about you, regrets are useless
Was it my ego telling me why?

I've been dying to say this to you
And I don't know what else to do
I've see your fucking attitude
I've been doing someone that you know
It's not a secret to me anymore
'Cause I've seen you glowing around my fame-

With empty words our world collide
It was my ego telling me why
You wanted someone who cared
With empty words our world collide
You needed someone to care
I never thought I'd say this to you
I lied about you, regrets are useless
Was it my ego telling me why?

With empty words our world collide
It was my ego telling me why
You wanted someone who cared
With empty words our world collide
You needed someone to care
It was my ego telling me why
I never thought I'd say this to you
I lied about you, regrets are useless
Was it my ego telling me,
Was it my ego telling me why?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DLfl5mHW_8

She sees them walking in a straight line
That's not really her style
And they all got the same heartbeat
But hers is falling behind

Nothing in this world could ever bring them down
Yeah, they're invincible
And she's just in the background
And she says-

I wish that I could be like the cool kids
'Cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in
I wish that I could be like the cool kids
Like the cool kids

He sees them talking with a big smile
But they haven't got a clue
Yeah, they're living the good life
Can't see what he is going through

They're driving fast cars
But they don't know where they're going

In the fast lane, living life without knowing
And he says

I wish that I could be like the cool kids
'Cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in
I wish that I could be like the cool kids
Like the cool kids-

I wish that I could be like the cool kids
'Cause all the cool kids, they seem to get it
I wish that I could be like the cool kids
Like the cool kids

And they said
I wish that I could be like the cool kids
'Cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in
I wish that I could be like the cool kids
Like the cool kids

I wish that I could be like the cool kids
'Cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in
I wish that I could be like the cool kids
Like the cool kids--

I wish that I could be like the cool kids
'Cause all the cool kids, they seem to get it
I wish that I could be like the cool kids
Like the cool kids-.

Wolf-mother, where you been?
You look so worn, so thin
You're a taker, devils-maker
Let me hear you sing, hey-ya hey-ya

Wolf-father, at the door
You don't smile anymore
You're a drifter, shape-shifter
Let me see you run, hey-ya hey-ya

Holy light over the night
Oh, keep the spirit strong
Watch it grow, child of war
Oh, keep holdin' on

When I run through the deep dark forest long
After this begun
Where the sun would set
The trees were dead
And the rivers were none
And I hope for a trace
To lead me back home from this place
But there was no sound there was only me, and my disgrace

Wolf-mother, where you been?
You look so worn, so thin
You're a taker, devils-maker
Let me hear you sing, hey-ya hey-ya--

Wolf-father, at the door
You don't smile anymore
You're a drifter, shape-shifter
Let me see you run, hey-ya hey-ya--

Wayward winds, a voice that sings
Of a forgotten land
See it fall, child of war
Oh, lend a mending hand

When I run through the deep dark forest long
After this begun
Where the sun would set
The trees were dead
And the rivers were none
And I hope for a trace
To lead me back home from this place
But there was no sound there was only me, and my disgrace

Not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

Starting from here, let's make a promise
You and me, let's just be honest
We're gonna run, nothing can stop us
Even the night, that falls all around us

Soon there will be laughter and voices
Beyond the clouds, over the mountains
We'll run away, on roads that are empty
Lights from the airfield, shining upon you

Nothing can stop this
Not now I love you
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
Nothing can stop this
Not now I love you
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us

They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us

Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us, gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us, gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Get us
Not gonna get us

We'll run away, keep everything simple
Night will come down, our guardian angel
We rush ahead, the crossroads are empty
Our spirits rise, they're not gonna get us

My love for you, always forever
Just you and me, all else is nothing
Not going back, not going back there
They don't understand, they don't understand us

Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

Nothing can stop this
Not now I love you
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
Nothing can stop this
Not now I love you
They're not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us-

They're not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
They're not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

In the middle of a dull-lit weightless street
Stands a shadow of a man shaped just like me
My curiosity keeps me confused
But still I stand here on my own
With nothing left to lose

Will the rain I don't accept wash away my sins
Or simply trouble my walk home and my spirit
Because I never said 'no' or put up a fight
And I'm emotionally impaired
When I look at you

And I'm trying to keep these bones inside my skin
My body is in a hole my shadow digs
And as I struggle to maintain my position
The oil's dried from this heart of rusted tin
And I wonder if I'll survive this
Without you

Wait, I'm wrong
Should have done better than this
Please, I'll be strong
I'm finding it hard to resist
So show me what I'm looking for

Save me, I'm lost
Oh, Lord, I've been waiting for you
I'll pay any cost
Save me from being confused
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for, oh, Lord

Don't let go
I've wanted this far too long
Mistakes become regrets
I've learned to love abuse
Please show me what I'm looking for

Save me, I'm lost
Oh, Lord, I've been waiting for you
I'll pay any cost
Save me from being confused
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for, oh, lord

Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for

Save me, I'm lost
Oh, Lord, I've been waiting for you
I'll pay any cost
Just save me from being confused
Wait, I'm wrong
I can't do better than this
I'll pay any cost
Save me from being confused
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for, oh, Lord

I do the same thing I told you that I never would
I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could
I know that I can't find nobody else as good as you
I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey (oh)

I get drunk, wake up, I'm wasted still
I realize the time that I wasted here
I feel like you can't feel the way I feel
Oh, I'll be f- up if you can't be right here

Oh, ooh-woah (oh, ooh-woah, ooh-woah)
Oh, ooh-woah (oh, ooh-woah, ooh-woah)
Oh, ooh-woah (oh, ooh-woah, ooh-woah)
Oh, I'll be f- up if you can't be right here

I do the same thing I told you that I never would
I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could
I know that I can't find nobody else as good as you
I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey

I do the same thing I told you that I never would
I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could
I know that I can't find nobody else as good as you
I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey-

When I'm away from you, I miss your touch (ooh)
You're the reason I believe in love
It's been difficult for me to trust (ooh)
And I'm afraid that I'ma f- it up
Ain't no way that I can leave you stranded
'Cause you ain't ever left me empty-handed
And you know that I know that I can't live without you
So, baby, stay

Oh, ooh-woah (oh, ooh-woah, ooh-woah)
Oh, ooh-woah (oh, ooh-woah, ooh-woah)
Oh, ooh-woah (oh, ooh-woah, ooh-woah)
I'll be f- up if you can't be right here

I do the same thing I told you that I never would
I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could
I know that I can't find nobody else as good as you
I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey--

I do the same thing I told you that I never would
I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could
I know that I can't find nobody else as good as you
I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey

Woah-oh
I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey

If I am lost for a day, try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day

December is darkest, in June, there's the light
But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing, a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar girl who's in love with the world, stay alive Calendar girl who's in love with the world, stay alive

I dreamed I was dying, as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window, threw my head to the sky
And said "Whoever is up there, please don't let me die"

But I can't live forever, I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by the sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive
Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive

January, February, March, April, May
I'm alive
June, July, August, September, October
I'm alive
November, December, yeah all through the winter
I'm alive
I'm alive

shoutout pewdiepie

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